Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Cheesecake Brownies.....

Need I say more?? I recently came across this amazing recipe, and I'm telling ya... you've GOT to make these brownies. They are delicious :) I know you'll enjoy! Courtesy of Chatelaine magazine...

8 oz (250 g) block cream cheese, at room temperature
1 1/4 cups (300 mL) granulated sugar
3 eggs
2 tsp (10 mL) vanilla
1/2 cup (125 mL) unsalted butter (I used margarine)
2/3 cup (150 mL) all-purpose flour
1/2 cup (125 mL) unsweetened cocoa powder
1/2 tsp (2 mL) baking powder
1/4 tsp (1 mL) salt 
4 tbsp (60 mL) milk
1/2 cup (125 mL) chocolate chips

Fresh brownies out of the oven!
    Preheat oven to 325F (160C). Lightly coat an 8-inch (2-L) square baking dish with oil. Cut cream cheese into cubes. Whirl in a food processor until smooth, scraping down side as necessary. Add 1/4 cup (50 mL) sugar, 1 egg and 1 tsp (5 mL) vanilla. Whirl until smooth, scraping down side. 
    Place butter in a small bowl. Microwave on medium until melted, 45 to 75 seconds. In a large bowl, using a fork, stir remaining cup (250 mL) sugar with flour, cocoa, baking powder and salt. In a medium-size bowl, whisk remaining 2 eggs with butter, 3 tbsp (45 mL) milk and remaining tsp (5 mL) vanilla until evenly blended. Stir egg mixture into flour mixture until evenly mixed. Remove 1/2 cup (125 mL) batter to a small bowl and stir in remaining 1 tbsp (15 mL) milk. Set aside. Stir chocolate chips into batter in large bowl.  Turn chocolate-chip batter into baking dish and smooth surface. Turn cream cheese mixture over top and smooth surface. Spoon large dollops of reserved chocolate batter over top. Using a knife tip, swirl brownie mixture through cheesecake a few times, creating a wavy pattern.
    Bake in centre of oven until edges pull away from sides of pan and moist crumbs cling to a toothpick when inserted into centre, 35 to 40 minutes. Brownies will keep well, covered and refrigerated, up to 3 days or freeze up to 2 months.
PS: I really enjoyed the brownies at room temperature but I actually preferred them with a bit of a chill from the fridge, just thought I'd let you know. Enjoy my friends :)


Told you I can sure make a mess in the kitchen!! haha!




Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Bluebirds

Since I can remember, I've always been in love with horses. As a child, everything I played with, dreamed about, colored, collected, watched and pretended revolved around them. They were my world and all I cared about was one day becoming a professional horse rider and trainer. I got my first horse at the age of 14. His name was Casey and he was a big, grey Arabian who managed to find a special place in my heart! Casey taught me a lot of things, alot of good things. Unfortunately though, there was one thing he taught me about myself that would eventually tear us apart and that was, I was much too timid and much too young to handle him. He was a good horse but he wasn't dumb and all horse folk know, a horse who doesn't have to work, won't! Plain and simple!! After a few bad falls and scares, Casey came to understand that with me, he had the upper hand. Towards the end of our time together I began to fear him more and more, and he knew it. It's been almost 10 years since I sold Casey. I had completely lost my confidence on a horse. I felt defeated. Even though he was going to a wonderful new home, my heart sank the day I had to say goodbye. My love for horses runs deep and it's never, ever gone away. I ride occasionally with friends and although I've never regained all of my confidence lost on a horse named Casey, it's still such a relief for my soul the second I put my feet in those stirrups. I have a story to tell you...

I went riding with a dear friend last night. A new horse I had never ridden. I'd be lying to you if I said I wasn't a little nervous. I was saddling him up and I said to myself.... it's a long way to the ground if I fall off this guy! He is HUGE! lol. I got up on him and my friend and I started down the driveway. Thanks to several past experiences, I had many thoughts intruding: "What if he bolts and I can't stop him? What if he spooks and I fly off him? What if he bucks or rears??"  I was starting to scare myself!

It's strange I know, but whenever I see a bird (any bird really) it causes me think of God. It's like... some people, when they see an endless sky full of stars or are surrounded by the greatness of the Rocky Mountains or hold a new born baby, they think of God and His great creation. I definitely feel God in those things, but for me there's just something about birds. When I see one, I just can't look away and as crazy as it sounds I believe God uses birds to remind me that He sees me, to remind me He is there. There's a scripture in the bible that says...

"Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid, you are worth more than many sparrows."
Matthew 10:29,30


A Mountain Bluebird

As I rode nervously out of the driveway, not knowing how this ride would go for me. How would I feel after? Defeated again? Would the little bit of confidence I managed to conjure up on this giant horse slip through my fingers like water? And just as I was thinking these things, 2 absolutely stunning Bluebirds flew by me and perched themselves, side by side on the barbed-wire fence beside me. I just couldn't take my eyes off of them. I have never seen a bluebird before, let alone two almost within arm's reach!! Suddenly a wave of emotion came over me. God was speaking to me! He saw me up on that horse. He knew exactly how I was feeling and I believe with every cell in my body that God sent those two little Bluebirds to say "I've got you and everything will be okay!" What a small thing, what an insignificant example of His care, but for me it had  melted my fear away instantly and I rode without a single care. Like I had never been afraid! God is there. He cares for us how we need to be cared for. Perhaps, a couple little birds on a fence would grant you no comfort in a situation where you feel afraid but God knew it would comfort me and it did greatly! I hope you are encouraged by my story. Try looking for the "little Bluebirds" in your life. Know that God cares about you through to the smallest detail. I am reminded of a song. Have a listen if you can!